yo yo
i was left in a gutter
i'm not feeling it
looking like a splutter
still not feeling it
screaming like im in labour
not feeling it
making people want to cry more
not feeling it
where do i go from here
not feeling it
blocking out all the fear
not feeling it
ignoring his existance
not feeling it
our togertherness is a past tense
not feeling it
just want him to notice me
not feeling it
and say that i make him glee
not feeling it
make me freaking well feel it so that i can actually get over it before i become and emotional wreck
can't see him with anyone else
not feeling it
just want all of him back
not feeling it
get me to a psycho
not feeling it
so i can cut him some slack
not feeling it.







DAD! your sister is on the phone
bek: can we watch rage?
kirby: christine
our aunty just bought a new house
bek: oooh
kirby: um... i'll go...
rochan: i have crusty bits in between my second little toe and little toe
bek: i have moisturiser
rochan: yes feels good
bek: *on phone* you are a big fat chubby...
kirby: i cant believe you stole these
bek: you know how much that company makes
kirby: more than that
some little children in korea cut these out
bek: did andy warhol make his own art? no?
get me a hotdog and some campbell soup canskirby: but he had kids to do it
bek: they dont count those. they equal 5 cents
kirby: even the little one
what's with the ballos?
bek: not like the real truffle at all
kirby: it's like it tastes like this
yeahus i can rhyme
bek: i'm gonna be like that with a factory
kirby: and kids
you gonna be a real rich bitch i can tell... with pointy shoes
bek: i wanna have enough money to die my hair eveymonth
kirby: you have that already
bek: yep
i dont want to sell that to springer... how much?
rochan:$500
bek: no way!
kirby: how about tabussa? i'll run up and down and say buy her art
bek: i'll make post cards
kirby: we should keep stealing these
bek: i reckon those girls pinched our truffles
kirby: is someone's phone ringing? i heard dididididio
bek: i'll make you sick
kirby: better not
i was in the same vacinity as you last night
bek: ya mama's bed is comfy
kirby: you think it's weird that me and you sleep in ya mama's bed
bek: yeah... so comfy
kirby: it'll be weird sleeping in my muma's bed
bek: you scared the shit out of me
kirby: what's worst is when it's wih amy
bek: i can't believe that
was she here that night?
kirby: i was here
no rochan were you here
rochan: yeah i was
kirby: you made your bed with jenni
bek: she is so weird
kirby: because she can fast typing thing
she's like a zombie
bek: who? rochan?
kirby: yeah.... i have a sneeze... number 19... i'm gonna die... oh that's shit! i just busted my button! no seriously guys... that's never happened beforeRochan: you're getting fat kirby
kirby: my dreams are coming true... i'm gonna sneeze guys...
bek: look at the light
kirby: i'm tired... let's sniff pepper... snort it on a line on the bench e ven
*bek blows nose*
things to do today
play
sing
dance
dance
eat
spend
sing
play
dance
dance
that's still a song
eat spend
ask deviant questions... sweet...
listen to hard core musci
kirby: shit rochan... that's what i thought... yeah... yeah
play sing
dance dance... and it's still a song
does that say splendal?
bek: yeahus
ki9rby: don't do that
bek: i'm dripping
can't you hear me mean girl
kirby: things to do... sneeze!
bek: question... i cant breathe through my nose
kiryb: what happens question? question? what's the song? nananamamanana what's that song?
bek: lalalalal coming to you
i love texting
kirby: i love sneezing and porn on a scale of 1 to 10... how high do you think that rochan is high...
yeah...
bek: rabbit... rabbit westwood oh 1 2 3kirby: i know it's sticky isnt' it... oh it'chy just there
i want some kraft easy mac... oh shit no... dont do that... member when we have that food discussion in english about food and how i eat at regular intervals
rochan: yeah?
kiryb: that's the end of it
bek: i was talking to tom... even though mum says i shouldnt want anything to do with you...
kirby: really?
rochan: he's a mummy's boy...
bek: it's weird that she would say taht....
so i dont know how she would say it
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" im not fake... im just unknown"
GOSH does everyone have deviantart these days??
i guess so
you probably have no idea who i am
haha
understandably of course
but thats okay
actually you might
unsure
whatever
i read your.. poetry? i like your style. is it poetry? or like.. something else.. prose? i have no idea what im talking about. anyway, what im saying is your style is unique.
your titles are the best.
- bekah
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" im not fake... im just unknown"
yeah pretty sure you wouldnt know me
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" im not fake... im just unknown"